This is not a trick photograph.

This is the post mortem, pelvic x-ray of murder victim Tina Leal. After raping, strangling, and cutting her, Bill Suff (“The Riverside Prostitute Killer”) dressed Tina in cartoon chicken clothes, daubed her with glitter paint, and screwed a G.E. 95 watt “Miser” lightbulb up into her womb.

But what really impressed and amazed Bill was that the lightbulb didn’t break. He wanted to write a letter to G.E. to congratulate them on a fine product, then decided that was probably unwise. Besides, now that he knew the lightbulb would survive penetration, his next fantasy was to insert it in someone and then attach a power cord. He imagined the light would glow through the skin with a very sexy red hue, like you were seeing them inside-out. And, with careful incisions here and there, he could create projected imagery and messages that passing motorists and police helicopters could see perfectly at night.

Yeah, it was showtime. It was always showtime. But Christmas would be a perfect time to debut the human lightshow. 

Copyright 2016 All Rights Reserved Brian Alan Lane


“Highly recommended: the creepiest book of the year... A surreal portrait of a murderous mind.” (Details Magazine)

“This book is an amazing piece of work -- it’s like Truman Capote on LSD.” (Geraldo Rivera on The Geraldo Rivera Show)

“A masterpiece...that needs to be sought out and savored by all those with a truly macabre sensibility... A post-modernistic objet trouvé...that could have been concocted by Vladimir Nabokov.” (The Boston Book Review)

"A new approach to crime...absolutely riveting, utterly terrifying." (Forensic Science Bookstore)

When it was first released, Brian Alan Lane’s genre-bending bestseller “Mind Games With a Serial Killer” was simultaneously hailed and reviled.

Some readers wrote that the book was "personally important and life-changing", others that it was "the only serial killer book with a sense of humor", and others that they wished the author dead or worse.  

One would-be serial killer in the US midwest found the book to be a touchstone of truth, a shocking Ghost of Christmas Future which led him to contact author Lane and killer Bill Suff for guidance on how to turn away from the path of darkness to which he was bound.

At the same time, the son of one of Suff's victims held on to the book as life-preserving testimony to the goodness of his fatally flawed mother and the possibility that his own redemption would eventually be in his own hands.

Meanwhile, TV series and movies continuously derive episodes and plots from the unique details of the murders and the spiraling psyches of the characters as laid out in the book.

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Bill prided himself on his cooking skills which often included body parts. 

One time he served chili to the police with parts of victims for crimes they were trying to solve.

Book includes 38 of Bill Suff's recipes; including Baked Beans,Deviled Eggs, Spice Muffins, Stuffed Bell Peppers and so much more.
This is a unique book containing everything that was heretofore known and suspected but meticulously kept “off the record”, as well as details that only the killer knew until now. There are interviews with principals; transcripts of the illegal police interrogation of Bill; excerpts from the cookbook, poetry, and writings of Bill; a step-by-step reconstruction of the mental chess game between Bill and Brian; and appreciation for how “friendship” with this serial killer led to death for some but salvation for others.

For seven years– 1985 to 1992 Bill hid in plain sight while terrorizing three Southern California counties, murdering two dozen prostitutes, mutilating and then posing them in elaborate artistic scenarios in public places–he'd placed a lightbulb in the womb of one, dressed others in men's clothes, left one woman naked with her head bent forward and buried in the ground like an ostrich; he'd surgically removed  the right breasts of soem victims, and cut peepholes in the navels of others.

When the newspapers said that the killer only slayed whites and hispanics, Bill ran right out and raped, torutred and killed a pregnant black woman. When a film company came to town to make a fictional movie about the then-uncaught killer, Bill left a corpse on their set. And, as the massive multi-jurisdictional police task force fruitlessly hunted the unknown killer, Bill personally served them bowls of his "special" chili at the annual Riverside County Employees' Picnic and Cook-off.

William Lester "Bill" Suff. He says he's innocent, says he's been framed, says he's the most wronged man in America, maybe the world. He's easygoing, genial, soft-spoken, loves to read, write, draw, play music and chat endlessly. He describes himself as a lovable nerd and a hope-less romantic, and he fancies himself a novelist and poet.

Brian first connected with Bill on the basis of writer to writer, and that's when the mind games began. Even in jail, Bill was the master manipulator, the seducer who somehow always got way. But Brian was determined to lose himself in Bill's mind, in Bill's fantasies, to get at the truth of who and what Bill Suff is. Only then would he know the truth of how close we are all to being just like Bill.

This is a macabre, wryly ironic book you cannot ignore, but read at your own risk.
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The story of "The Riverside Prostitute Killer" Bill Suff a convicted mass murderer and baby killer now living on death row in San Quentin.
Readers are forewarned: prepare to be astounded and repulsed, yet transfixed by a book you cannot put down even though it will surely give you nightmares.